| Dearest love
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| I hope this message finds you well
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| As these endless thoughts drip from my soul
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| Every single word secretly paints a fairytale
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| Of when we will melt into one…
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| Eyes (i am so scared) forfeit sight to the pain (so scared)
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| Cold scalpel’s steel whispers tear at my very core
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| As I cling to memories of you
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| I am so scared… so scared… I need you with me
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| Were the last words that I wrote for you enough to tell you
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| That in my death the light that shone through my painful darkness
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| Was a blinding vision of your eternal smile?
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| It’s me again
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| Is it me or am I wrong to be concerned?
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| Will the beauty of your pen ever cross my eyes again?
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| Was this all a lie? |
| why?
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| Were the last words that I wrote for you enough to tell you
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| That in my death the light that shone through my painful darkness
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| Was a blinding vision of your eternal smile?
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| Make it stop, make this pounding in my head stop
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| Fill my lungs with air, give me one more day to make her dreams come true
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| She understands right? |
| that I’m not coming back…
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| She understands right? |
| that I’m not coming back…
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| Make it stop, make the pounding stop
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| I’m not coming back, I’m not coming back, I’m not coming back…
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| I don’t know what happened… who would have thought my life would end up like
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| this?
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| I never got the chance to see her face, or to touch her hair, and now,
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| it’s too late
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| I didn’t mean to hurt her, not hurt her like this… I can’t feel my legs
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| I can’t feel my legs and I can’t even cry… how could somebody die like this?
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| If my words ever reach you I’ll assume you don’t care
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| Never knew that silence could cut so deep or that you could twist the blade
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| Now I curse all of your beautiful lies.
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| I love you and goodbye…
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| Were the last words that I wrote for you enough to tell you
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| That in my death the light that shone through my painful darkness
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| Was a blinding vision of your eternal smile?
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| Cold scalpel’s steel whispers tear at my very core
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| As I cling to my memories of you… |