Testo Guthrie - Julien Baker

Guthrie

I only say
What I really mean
When I start talking to you in my sleep
Oh I can be honest
When I think it’s a dream
I can make promises
Sober I’ll never keep
And you can believe me
As long as you want
There’s nothing inside of here
But blood and guts
When I hit the bottom
Start pulling up floorboards
Whatever I get always need just a little bit more
So I’m catching a ride now
To get on the first flight
You told me it scares you
The way that I was tonight
Oh I miss when I was certain about every little thing
So scared of forgetting that I put it down in ink
Used to call upon the Spirit
Now I think heaven lets it ring
Wanted so bad to be good
But there’s no such thing
Oooooh