| Yeah
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| I wish I could just be honest
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| Wish I didn’t have to lie, just wish I would’ve kept that promise
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| When I’m starin' at the mirror, I just don’t see myself inside it
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| Wish I could go back in time, get through high school, and go to college,
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| but I just can’t now
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| And I could never turn around, I let my fam down
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| It’s funny everybody sayin', «You the man, now»
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| But no matter what size of these bank withdrawals
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| It’ll never take away the pain I caused, 'cause yeah, I’ve been unfaithful, God
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| At times I’ve been ungrateful, God, and
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| At my lowest points, I went as far sayin', «I hate you, God»
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| And nothin' is okay right now
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| No one feels my pain right now
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| If I didn’t have my team, I would’ve blew out my fuckin' brains by now
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| But I’m just hopin', yeah
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| But I’m just hopin'
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| Yeah, I’m just hopin'
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| Yeah, I’ve been unfaithful, God
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| At times I’ve been ungrateful, God, and
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| At my lowest points, I went as far sayin', «I hate you, God»
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| And nothin' is okay right now
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| No one feels my pain right now
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| If I didn’t have my team, I would’ve blew out my fuckin' brains by now
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| But I’m just hopin', yeah
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| I’m just hopin'
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| I’m just hopin' someone cares
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| Yeah, I’m just hopin' someone’s there
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| Yeah, I’ve been ungrateful, God
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| Yeah, I’ve been unfaithful, God
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| Yeah, I’m a liar
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| I’m a cheater
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| I’m a sinner
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| I’m on fire
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| And I drink 'til my blood gets thinner
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| I’m an—addict
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| I’m a loser
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| I’m a quitter
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| And I take what isn’t mine, so how you figure—
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| Anyone would love me? |
| I can’t even love myself
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| So many broken hearts, but I couldn’t tell you one I’ve felt
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| I guess I’m just numb to the pain
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| And everytime someone gets close to my heart, I just end up runnin' away (away,
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| 'way, 'way)
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| I guess I’m just numb to the pain
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| I guess I’m just numb to the pain
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| 'Cause I just end up runnin' away
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| Yeah, I guess I’m just numb to the pain |