Testi Minefield - Dan Bull

Minefield

I’ve never been\nI’ve never been that good at love\nTry as I might\nTry as I might, I’ll fuck it up\nLet me talk to you for a minute\nI try to find the right time\nTo say the right line\nThe right place\nEye-to-eye\nEyes aligned\nWith my face\nIt wasn’t easy\nTaking that audacious step\nHow could I talk when you took away my breath?\nFeels like yesterday that you said «Yes» to me\n'Til our friends were there, then you rejected me\n«I love you as friend!» you said condescendingly\nKnowing full well you were more than a friend to me\nYou must see how much I respect you\nNo casual crush, just the lust to protect you\nSat here in tears probably doesn’t affect you\nI braved the storm only to get wet through\nIt’s a rare occasion that I open my heart to invite someone in\nShould’ve known from the start\nThink it’s only skin-deep?\nYou don’t know the half\nI make no bones that it’s blown me apart\nMy hopes were held up on the flimsiest scaffold\nYou kicked out my legs\nWatched the whole thing collapse\nI’ve seen you go back to that loser\nWho abused you\nBut you still think there’s no way I can factor in your future\nIt reflects the mirror back on myself\nAs my image cracks, and that’s bad for my health\nYou’ve loved fat twattish bastards as well\nSo, why do I still have no chance in hell?\nWhoops. I blew up another mine\nBut never mind. I get up and I’m fine\nI’m not crying—something's stuck in my eye\nI just want somebody I can tuck in at night\nWhoops. I blew up another mine\nBut never mind. I get up and I’m fine\nI’m not crying—something's stuck in my eye\nLook. I don’t suppose we could give us another try?\nI’ve never been\nI’ve never been that good at love\nI’m not good at love\nTry as I might\nTry as I might, I’ll fuck it up\nI fucked it up again\nI’ve never been\nI’ve never been that good at love\nI’m not good at love\nTry as I might\nTry as I might, I’ll fuck it up\nI fucked it up again\nWhoops. I blew up another mine\nBut never mind. I get up and I’m fine\nI’m not crying—something's stuck in my eye\nIt’s touch to adjust. So, I’ll just say «Goodbye»\nI’ve never been\nGoodbye\nI’ve never been that good at love\nLove\nLove\nLove\nGoodbye\nTry as I might\nTry as I might, I’ll fuck it up\nI fuck it up