| I take a breath and breathe it out
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| Life has been a bitch holding onto me, I’m always freaking out
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| I don’t play well with others, I panic in a crowd
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| And I’m quick to fall in love, that’s why I’m always on the ground
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| So pick it up
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| Pop the umbrella over my problems
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| And understand I’ll never be a man until I solve 'em
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| And sometimes I wish that I could go back home
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| Yeah crawl into my childhood dreams and be alone
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| And that would be everything-just another boy left with nothing
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| An object of security slowly losing its stuffin'
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| The Sumter Square slum king
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| Looking for another motherfucking chance to re-break the broken in is something
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| And that’s the part I’m never going to get
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| Growing up is more than just a mind state and owning all your debts
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| Blowing out the breath I don’t feel so tall
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| So tell me how am I supposed to reach anything, anything at all
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| Anything at all
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| Tell me how, can I, grow to see the change in my life
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| I wanted, to overcome the battle inside what is owed to anxiety’s hold
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| Is there a better way to figure it out?
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| I sweep it all under the rug
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| Cover up the loss found inside of me and wash it down with blood
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| I was born with an option and taught to swim a flood
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| But the older I become I start to humor giving up
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| So pick it up
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| Listen to all of the words in my head
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| And understand I’ll have a shaky hand until they’re said
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| And I don’t know if I can get my mind state back
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| But I would travel to the end just to feel that grasp
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| And that would be everything, speak it through the can on the line
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| And prophesied the future from the twinkle in my eye
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| I could wrinkle up and die
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| In that room where the dreams started talking to me constantly and dancing
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| through the sky
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| I’m alive, but growing up has proved to be a task
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| And left a couple daydreams broken down and smashed
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| Looking through the glass I don’t feel so tall
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| So tell me how am I supposed to reach anything, anything at all
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| Anything at all
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| Tell me how, can I, grow to see the change in my life
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| I wanted, to overcome the battle inside what is owed to anxiety’s hold
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| Is there a better way to figure it out? |