| I’m not sad anymore, I’m just tired of this place.
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| The weight of the world be okay if it would pick a shoulder to lean on
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| So I could stand up straight.
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| I’m not sad anymore, I’m just tired of this place.
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| The homophobic bullshit that’s somehow okay
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| Just because you didn’t mean it that way.
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| I can’t take anymore of all the scum in this place.
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| Shitty dudes with tribal tattoos all around,
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| Lining up cheap beer and roofies for a party at their place.
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| Trying to convince freshmen they’re somebody
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| By spending all of their parents' money on kegstands
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| And Matt says I don’t fit in.
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| All this mallrat goth shit is killing me.
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| Thought that would end with high school at least.
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| But there are still kids and Matt says
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| «College hit those dudes like a ton of bricks.»
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| So they’re calling it blasphemy,
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| A fucking catastrophe
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| For saying it’s a stupid choice to make.
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| But this place just brings misery.
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| I hate what it does to me.
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| I fight, but I can’t escape the way that I don’t fit in with any of this.
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| And I don’t think we’re the same.
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| I’m fucking losing my head trying to understand this.
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| Kids outside with guitars hoping for someone to notice.
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| No one wants to hear your sappy bullshit.
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| All these fake-tan girls laughing at art school kids
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| Getting lots in return for being substance-less.
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| You’re too caught in semantics to see it,
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| But you’re no fucking different.
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| So they’re calling it blasphemy,
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| A fucking catastrophe
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| For saying it’s a stupid choice to make.
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| But this place just brings misery.
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| I hate what it does to me.
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| I fight, but I can’t escape the way that I don’t fit in with any of this.
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| And I don’t think we’re the same.
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| No.
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| I’m not sad anymore, I’m just waiting.
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| It’s two more months 'til I’m done with this.
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| And I don’t make sense to anyone but my best friends.
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| And I don’t fit in anywhere but the back of the van. |