| Imagine if we all shared a secret
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| Maybe then we could connect in that space where we keep it
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| If you and I bleed and it’s the same blood
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| Would I still need a reason to believe in your love?
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| I’m trying to stay ahead of all the developments
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| Got to acknowledge the devil in a room full of elephants
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| And now I’m lookin' for an easy escape
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| Like, open the window, I’m 'bout to leap to my faith
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| For real, I feel depleted
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| An ocean full of weeds, emotional fatigue
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| And maybe if I had a bag of money
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| I could be the crash test dummy, quietly standin' for somethin'
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| I would love to get as fly as them
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| But I fell overboard, now I’m trying to swim
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| I’m still learnin' but the water is burnin'
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| And the world keeps turnin' like it’s not concerned, and
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| I can’t believe I used to love you
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| You don’t believe I used to love you
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| But who you gonna run to?
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| What happened to the people that you once knew
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| I’m like, hold up
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| You lookin' at me like I’m supposed to know what to do
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| But when I see you come around
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| All I think about now is how I don’t fuck with you
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| And even if I had a way to say to you how much I miss your kiss
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| And even on a perfect day, I behave like I’m nervous of the risk
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| And even when I’m confident the consequence’ll cost another wish
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| And even when it’s obvious we’re probably just lost in the abyss
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| I’m trying to breath my way through it
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| Sink into the waves, let 'em move me, stay fluid
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| So many voices and inflections
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| Multiple choices and different directions
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| And even if I had the opportunity
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| I don’t qualify to speak on behalf of the community
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| And I don’t even know who that would be anymore
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| I lost track of the tracks, I stopped keepin' the score
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| Or maybe I’ve been puttin' up my own walls
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| I don’t return your phone calls
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| Got me floatin' and bobbin' on top this pond
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| Full of problems we bought from these dishonest spokesmen
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| I kinda hope we turn it all into ash
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| I don’t wanna have to adapt to the aftermath
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| The tolerance is as powerful as the pain
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| You’d probably never know my name if you’ve never heard me complain
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| I can’t believe I used to love you
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| You don’t believe I used to love you
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| But who you gonna run to?
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| What happened to the people that you once knew
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| I’m like, hold up
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| You lookin' at me like I’m supposed to know what to do
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| But when I see you come around
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| All I think about now is how I don’t fuck with you
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| And even if I had a way to say to you how much I miss your kiss
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| And even on a perfect day, I behave like I’m nervous of the risk
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| And even when I’m confident the consequence’ll cost another wish
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| And even when it’s obvious we’re probably just lost in the abyss |